Synching To Sinking

I was in Texas but

My consciousness

Was in misery,

She was in Missouri

Where my midwestern

Soul provoked southern grief

Because our love

Was lost in the mystery,

We made history but her story

Is now part of his story,

Our chapter is now the past,

Our pages have now passed,

Life passed so fast before I could

Start blinking,

Our vibes went from

Synching to sinking

– Nick F. Hawkins

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Strength From Pain

I had to exhale

And inhale,

When my ex hell

Sunk me in hell,

It rained and

All I could do

Was write,

It reined and

All I could do was

What’s right,

But I revamped

My strength from

When I was weak,

I revamped my strength

To find the new me

Throughout the weeks,

The pain lessened,

The pain was lessons,

Confessing my confessions

– Nick F. Hawkins

My Queen

Under purple clouds

The world is a

Beautiful woman

With fine curves,

The most Devine

Words couldn’t even

Describe her,

Purifying my soul

As I dive deep into

Her waters,

I would never

Disrespect the earth

Because my mother

Taught me how to

Properly treat a girl,

The world is my queen

And deity,

I can feel her spirit

In the breeze,

Amidst the wind I

Am free

– Nick F. Hawkins

Relay Race

She took my breath

Away until she made

My soul decay,

Each heart beat was

A relay race but there

Was not a finish line

To cross after

These hurdles

Were faced,

I’ve learned to find

Strength within the

Pain because without

Pain there is no need

For faith,

Without storms and

Rain we wouldn’t appreciate

Sunny days,

So let the storm rain down on

This relay race so I can

Breathe again

– Nick F. Hawkins

Cosmic Army

Bad vibes makes

My energy soggy,

Mind cloudy and

Trust foggy,

Until I awaken the

Kundalini serpent

From my spiritually

Flourished body as if

My consciousness drunk

A barrel of divine

Brewed coffee,

Bad vibes come and go

Like the wind yet

It will never stop me,

For I am a one man,

Cosmic army

– Nick F. Hawkins